people that i admired

i do admire people that can live on their own happy ways- not to care what other people think about them..they are so stubborn in their own special way, they made me wonder how they did that.. and does being that way worth it?



how eh?

how does people live not knowing there's a close friend near to them? not knowing that she has someone to turn to. ok la maybe more than one good friend? one is never enough for me (yes i am greedy)

how a person can live on her own, no friend to share her darkest secret without doubt that it will be spread, or being judged?

how does a person gains her strength to stand alone, being different from majority, yet so happy and contented with their life?

how does a person go against everybody, ignore all the harsh words people keep whispering behind her? To stick to what she believed in, without even a glimpse of regret?



i really want to be that person. not because i am antisocial or have personality disorder. but as much as i believed in friendship, nowadays it seems unrealistic anymore. except for few people i fortunately get to know before. u know who u are, u guys are my besties. hm maybe because u guys are super awesome, its really tough to find anybody better.




but, is it worth it? is it really worth it?


p/s vye ko ade any nasihat tuk aku bout this tak? =)