light headed.

my super long hair has gone. that terrible one hour of my hair cut was exhausting: with positive thought, hoping that it will turn out well. but who cares?

so anis izatty anak aj, this is the outcome.

the hairdresser definitely enjoy her time cutting through my tangling hair while experimenting her skill.ooo smbil menyelam minum air lah tuh. i don't even asked for layered hair (- -"). its not fun to see your 2 years hair turning into pieces, but i know this is for a better tomorrow. now i can run faster =)

this is a positive entry

X spend it's day giving and giving and giving. sometimes, X gets something, in return.

X believes that giving is better than receiving, WAAAYYY better than accepting. and it knows that, something "better" always harder and more challenging.

so why A,B,C and D only Take? why dont they give back? why dont they show that they appreciate? and why do they dont even think to appreciate?

X has it's theory:

when D receives something, D thinks "i deserved this from X, i have my pride. so i dont have to return X's favor"

when C gets help, C said to himself " i wont say thanks, because its too shameful. im just a shy person"

when B accept something, B whispered to itself "im always lucky. luck always by my side." it thinks again, "who gave me this? i couldnt even recall it's name. is it Y, or X? whoever."

when A was so in need of help, A got a favor, just on time. A, does think of: nothing.

which ever A or B or C or D, you will definitely meet them in your life. they might be you. if you have the gut to think and admit, that it/they might be YOU.

so why X still stay as X?

because at the end, X grew into a better it. and X knew that. only X knew that.

how about A,B,C,D?

they will remain, as the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th of the alphabet's order.

p/s one little birdy told me that the other name of Z, is - human.