Tuesday, January 27, 2009

mahu mengarut

this is a quote from my drinking bottle...
"that which matters THE LEAST should never give way to that which matter THE MOST"

i guess it was trying to mention about human natural ungratefulness because we usually too focus on little things that went wrong in our life, but we never really care about those tiny matter that make us at least smile..
that's why i guess God always want us to be grateful, because that's when u will feel contented, and happy...He's just showing u the way...

i read somewhere, which said that those people that complaint too much,
such as;- i m ugly
- i m damn stupid
- my teacher suck
- the system sucks!
- my country owe me...
is just being denial. they blame the whole world except for themselves...
i used to say such things before...but then i realize that i was WASTING my time complaining..

bes bes

everyday has just become more unpredictable and much more interesting for me... i hope it will last forever...hehe

Monday, January 26, 2009

chinese new year

today is Chinese new year...
when i was in malaysia, i will be collecting angpaw from my relatives on chinese new year...and i ll be counting how much i successfully collect in my mom lovely car...we will start calling names to cheapskate aunt who only gave us rm2 despite her husband's wealthy-ness, and will fond to love more our uncles and aunts who gave us rm20 or more...we will buy stuff that we are craving before using the money.(such as the 'so grand' roller blade). what a materialistic creature we were huh...
i love this festival when i was small, it means money day, and new fashionable attire i will wear...(not like raya, when i can only wear baju kurung)
as i grew up, the angpaws that i got dont mean much like i used to, and well, the amount doesnt feel as much as i used to feel(waktu kecik, rm50 tu macm byk la sangat)
but today, i m in dublin, chinese new year wasnt for me anymore, no collecting angpaw, or non stop engulving mandarin oranges.
like i care...
i can wear those fashionable attire everyday now, which doesnt thrill me anymore...
i miss my baju kurung, well, it makes me look more innocent...
i dont miss the festival, i miss malaysia...
i miss my family...

after all, gong xi fa chai to all the celebrating...

RACE,what is that?

general perception about malays:-
-malays are lazy, they are the sleeping species
-Malays, oh, they are forgetful (melayu mudah lupa)
-malays are conservative (they are the typical malays, as described)
-Malays, they are stupid
-malays are those people,that try to be a superman on a motorcycle..

general perception about chinese:-
-KIASU!!!
-tak mandi pagi, berak tak cebok
-chinese people ha, so selfish la...
-they always drive at wrong way lane...huh

general perception about indian:-
-kaki gaduh
-smelly
-love to boost around
-padai ckp, tapi ape pon tak buat!

those are the GENERAL perception i learned along my 20 years of life. yes, we might see the truth in them, from as little matter, or as big as it is, yet, that doesnt mean that race defined whats underneath...

my malay friends, some of them are bookworm, some of them are debator, some of them are performer, they are not sleeping assholes...
some of my malays friends, they only became superman in their dream, or dream to be a superman when they are 6 years old... my chinese friends too...my indian friends too...
some of my chinese and indian friends, they did try to be a superman on a motorbike..
my mom is a chinese, she use water to clean herself after poop-ing, or pee-ing..my irish friends they wipe their ass using toilet paper...i use toilet papers sometimes...when the water is too cold, or because i dont want to wet the floor.well im half malay, and half chinese, which make me a YuCin...
some of my chinese friends help me with my homework, some of my malays friends, they dont even bother...my indian friends, they do it for me...haha
some of my indian friends, they wear perfume, DKNY green apple, HUGO BOSS, or at least bedak talkum(the red bottle, we use when we got rashes somewhere between our two legs)
one of my schoolmate, he is indian. he talks a lot...and he is the best student at his university...

i bet the GENERAL perception is too general...maybe they should do statistic and the data will be much more reliable...dont trust the words flying around...experience yourself how lovely other people can be, despite their external features...
as human, what defer us is not our race, but how we treat other people...

how do u treat other people my friends??